Day 30 & 31

Day 30: Wednesday, May 25, 2011
In a much better mood today. I think the sun helps too! Cramps are gone but I still feel bloated. I'm trying to be optimistic.

Day 31: Thursday, May 26, 2011
Other than being tired and cranky, I tried to keep an open mind and hope for the best tomorrow. Well, before classes started in Bradley this morning, I went to the bathroom. Brownish tint...that's not good. A few hours late after arriving in Milford went again...liner had obvious spotting. I text Jen immediately. She and I almost immediately said "implantation bleeding". We are trying to find anything to keep us believing. I am trying to stay positive but I have a horrible feeling that this isn't my lucky month.